Even as I stare down the 4 month mark I find this post difficult. I will express myself the best I can. This blog is and will remain focused on the Paleo Lifestyle. Mr. and I have intertwined our lives here and shared how we accomplished our successes along the way. My last post in November came as a surprise and shock to even us as we came to grips with becoming expecting parents with 10 year olds AND after years of infertility. Many people that follow and comment on this blog are friends/acquaintances of ours and know our story. Others we have never met and do not know. This post is for you. My last post and our last on air appearance we shared with the world that we were expecting a surpise Paleo baby. We had swallowed the news and were passed the 12 week mark and felt confident that we would become parents again soon. Unfortunately our world fell apart a week before Christmas on G&E's Birthday. I awoke in the morning to use the restroom and soon th